Always.

'' There's a universal truth we all have to face whether we want to or not. Everything eventually ends. I've always disliked endings. Last day of summer. The final chapter of a great book. Parting ways with a close friend but endings are inevitable. You close the book. You say goodbye. Today is one of those days for us. Today we say goodbye to everything that was familiar. Everything that was comfortable. We're moving on. But just because we're leaving and that hurts, there are some who are so much a part of us that they will be with us no matter what. They are our solid ground. Our north star and the small,clear voices in our hearts that will be with us. Always. '' - Alexis Castle. 

It's the only way i can describe how i feel now, 2 days after saying goodbye to the best thing that ever happened to me.